I look forward to this every month, and this month it's found me in an especially vulnerable moment. I'm had a miscarriage after 2 (so so long) years of infertility/rounds of IVF and in the couple weeks since it's happened, I spend a good chunk of every day feeling like I can barely breathe with the rock sitting on my chest. I practice my practices, I signed up for a support group, I stay sober, and I'm trying not to isolate but I anything I say that isn't *this* feels dishonest. *this* is all I am right now. Thank you to this community for speaking the weight aloud and then moving into the light anyway.
“Do not put any barrier between me and them: no veils, altered states, delusions, and deceptions.” - sobriety talk gets real zen real quick and I love it. Appreciate every share so much.
Oh my god..”I am in love with the world and the weird humans in it…” is this the great miracle manifest? That the universe is so vast it has galaxies residing in the heart of every human on this rickety bus? Thank you for each of these stories of travelers I want to meet and fold into and swim with and learn from.
I look forward to this every month, and this month it's found me in an especially vulnerable moment. I'm had a miscarriage after 2 (so so long) years of infertility/rounds of IVF and in the couple weeks since it's happened, I spend a good chunk of every day feeling like I can barely breathe with the rock sitting on my chest. I practice my practices, I signed up for a support group, I stay sober, and I'm trying not to isolate but I anything I say that isn't *this* feels dishonest. *this* is all I am right now. Thank you to this community for speaking the weight aloud and then moving into the light anyway.
“Do not put any barrier between me and them: no veils, altered states, delusions, and deceptions.” - sobriety talk gets real zen real quick and I love it. Appreciate every share so much.
Oh my god..”I am in love with the world and the weird humans in it…” is this the great miracle manifest? That the universe is so vast it has galaxies residing in the heart of every human on this rickety bus? Thank you for each of these stories of travelers I want to meet and fold into and swim with and learn from.
It makes me feel less alone in my struggles.
Thank you for this. For everyone who shares their tender hearts. 💗